"when you found the right one for you, you don't do anything to screw it"- this particular line struck me while watching BACHELORETTE. it is so simple, so clear and so true. But how do you exactly NOT screw things? sure there are  countless ways to fuck up just as there are so many ways to ruin the most precious thing for you. More often than not, its unintentional and you don't really realize it until everything is just completely ruined.

Sometimes it just starts with a simple confusion, which somehow you try to shake off but it keeps coming back like a nightmare creeping through your bed sheets and you start to lose sleep  and you just cant get it off your mind.

Then you ask yourself, how can doubt crawl int something so good its almost perfect? how can confusion cloud the happiness you've always dreamed of? maybe its just you, or maybe its something inside you that needs to be air out but you cant or dont want to.